Changes..

Tomorrow I start a new phase in life..

...Moving home!

It may not be for a long period of time no one knows..I just plan on staying till i find out what i want to do next. I plan on finding a job soon and possibly going to the University in the Sault.

Lately, iv found so many things that pull a person down. Alcohol and bad influences being 2 i'v struggled with. Friends who i thought were really my friends when actually turned me into a person i never thought id see. Partly i blame my relationship that ended badly, but i know i could've had better self control. Being 9 hours away from my family and the people that care the most about me didn't help matters either. I pulled away from the friends and the truth because i felt unworthy and i felt like i wasn't wanted there because of the situation.

My last day of work is tomorrow and after work i plan to make the trip home..(Everyone thinks im crazy driving all night.)

Looking forward to better days!!

im now employed at St.Clair Meadows..as a CNA..with BENIFITS!! and PAID VACATION!! :D haha and found an apartment.life is grand!

tomorrow we're going to TSO..im pretty excited about that!

thats all.

random tid bits.

so, we made it a year! thats a good accomplishment id say ;) and mom asked me if we ever fight..i dont think we've ever fought thats been more than a stupid argument over something that has no importance!

at the moment..i'm sick. respiratory flu i think...so no meeting tonight :( im also very hungry but, i dont think i have any food...so maybe i'll talk heather or i'll get the energy up to go out to the grocery store..haha

did i mention i miss my mom! :P

working all this week.till saturday..agh. i REALLLLY wish a job would work out by michael.theres openings but they all want 'experience' its sooo annoying because how in the world do they expect you to get experience if no one will hire you!!! rawr. anyyyways. iv applied to several places so hoping to atleast hear back from somewhere.

Michael Alan Parsons <3

have i ever said how MUCH i LOVE my boyfriend?! :)

well, i LOVE him a LOT!!

He is always there for me and pulls me up when im down. and puts up with me when i'm crabby and even when i'm stubborn :) i cant believe in 5 days its going to mark ONE YEAR! its amazing! He means the world to me!!

Then: Fall of '08

Now-ish: Spring '09

lately.

so, its Oct 5th ack!

6 more days.eeek :)

so, iv decided for something...but, its not 100% sure...iv talked it over with Michael and my mom and we all decided that im going to wait till after i start working to see if i still want to do this..but, i think i do.

today, i talked to a lady at the nursing home in Baraboo and she said that shes going to give my name and number to the hiring lady and pull my app :) and she was like "920" wheres that...and im like its a Green Bay number, but im looking to re-locate to the area so, im looking for a job here.and shes like OH! ok. and then, she asked me what shift (their hiring pms -2nd shift :] ) and full or part time...(idk which their hiring) and she said she'd have them give me a call! fingers are crossed! :)

things are great! i love life! :)

thinking of those going thru a bump in the road..hoping everything turns out wonderful.but, its going to be a verrry long road!thankful we have friends to depend on and gods people!

updates.

• So, we just got home from the Dells Convention..'twas wonderful, as always :) already looking forward to Menominee!!
• Put in a job app today where Michaels aunt works.fingers crossed!
• Did 5o million loads of laundry and folded 50 milliion baskets of laundry and put all but 2 away.those will be left for tomorrow.
• Vaccummed the living room,kitchen,dining room,and bathroom. Looks 10x better :) Michael better keep it that way too!! :)
• Tomorrow i may tackle the spider webs and clean michaels room.after he wakes up.
• Cleaning is fun.once i get started. :)
• No work for a week has its bonus' but, i have a feeling im going to regret it later..altho, i didnt ask for no work..they just decided not to give me any hours. so i wont be spending any money :) the last check was NICE tho..so that helped!
• Saying g'bye to my parents was extreamly hard this time for some reason..maybe partly due that i didnt really spend a whole lot of time with them sadly at convention which i kinda regret..but that was partly my fault.
• We have puppies.they are theeee cutest little buggers evver! pics later maybe :) i have a feeling a lot of them are going to stay.haha
• it has been 11 months and 18 days said i said ' i will'. and it hasnt been all roses..but, i think thats prett normal :) I love him with everything and am sure this is just the beginning of many :)

well. enough with the lists' haha. thinking of those going to Marion this week! I know all will have a breath of fresh air.i know i did this last week! it felt good.now if it dosnt get polluted before next year :)

new glasses.

i ordered new glasses tonight.im prett excited.from a sweet site.where glasses are SUPER cheap!

www.zennioptical.com

these are the two i ordered...for less than one pair at a regular store.yesss! :)

i got black in this style.

and this style also.in this color.im not sure how it'll look.but michael like this one.but, i can send it back in for a diff color if i dont like how it looks.