so, its 1:42 am and i cant sleep haha.i work tomorrow noon-830p.
cant beleive conventions are coming up fasssst
!! but, im super excited.
its going on a month since my interview and they are being soooo slooow.hah and if you know me..i have NO patience what so ever! i just want to move.so i can be closer to the one person that means the world to me!
do you ever have something that you really want to talk to someone about but you either feel stupid. embarassed or scared even tho you know that the topic is something most people would LOVE to talk to you about but you cant bring yourself to
bring it up..and time may be running out to do anything about it till another year?!?! im in the boat right now..i know its not a big thing at all..well it is..but i mean talking about it.but, im some one who gets all shy and hold back her feelings in. and i know its something between me and god but, i just need a little more encouragement i think..idk part of it is a self concious thing. i dont like people watching me do things and so this is a really big fear for me. but, if its the right thing everything will work out right?! i hope so.
This next week it'll be 1 year since i professed. And like we heard at Iron Bridge from a worker..its was the Best and Worst year of my life! ( I think thats how he put it..something along those lines) its hard to beleive its been a whole year..
Oct 11th will also mark another 1 year anniv. :) Michaels and I's. I cant even beleive it.where does the time go?!?
ps.sorry for not capitalizing my words.haha i didnt feel like it doing it.
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